I started touching my useless blank crotch. It was still so strange feeling nothing down there, just smooth skin where so much pleasure used to be. It felt so weird and unnatural, I was so used to there being a hole but now there was just smoothness, and above all else it felt so unsexual. Looking at the strange blank porn I wanted so badly to feel something but I couldn't, I started peeing from that strange hole from touching that area.
I started moaning, trying to feel anything I could from my libido. I pulled out my phone and started looking at porn, it was just nudes of smooth bodies or people cuddling, but at least it was something.
Someone heard me and walked in, I couldn't even tell if they were a girl or a boy. They looked at me strangely and said, "Stop looking at porn in the bathroom you weirdo. What are you, some sort of pervert? And your pissing to, fuck off you creep."
Some more people looked in and started staring at me. I wanted to cover myself but there was nothing to cover, there was just the fact that I had been looking at whatever counts as porn here. I didn't even really understand why people were looking at me, there was clearly nothing private about my body like this, I didn't even know what I was supposed to do with porn.
This had been the worst day of my life, I'd lost my sex and yet now everyone knew me as some sort of pervert. I'd never be able to talk to anyone again, and worse yet I was still stuck with no way to release my urges.