As she ran, or fast walked to her bedroom, she noticed that it was not the same. Not at all. Her mind was deep in utter embarrassment. The walls were donned with posters of various shows and anime, posters both framed and held with tape. Some of them were of the main cast of characters, even with shows dating back to the 60's in black and white, and anime characters with hair colours that looked as bright and vibrant as church windows, and fan-art of her favourite characters making out... and so on. She wanted to hide herself in shame. This wasn't her. This couldn't be her... could it?
She had to do it. She had to break that mirror. The mirror stood in the exact same place as it did previously, before all these changes happened to her... or... changes? She had to keep herself in control. These new memories were not her. This place was not her. She lifted up the hammer, holding it high above her head. She was going to do it. She was going to break it.
Any moment now.
Any moment now...
...still going to do it...
...WHY COULDN'T SHE DO IT?!
It felt like there was a hand holding her back, stopping her from completing the task. She looked back and it was no-one, so why couldn't she do it. The voice in her head thought that what she was about to do was wrong. Was Nerd Jamie right? Was she in the right? This all felt so overwhelming that she couldn't handle the changes. Were the changes better?
"I want this to end. I'm not thith... wait... no..., no, no, pleath, not now, I don't want buck teeth, I'm not a nerd, I'm normal, I don't want to thound like a have a listhp. Pleath no! Thop!"